xiaoxiantan is really crzy abt mr.handsome, and she's gonna go for consultation tml ( although i dunno what she doesn't know!) and many people in the class is so memerized by him and are starting to pay attention during lessons! and xiaoxiantan is crazy about jay chou too, cos she insisted to take a picture with a file of Jay that my shepherd had.

During mrhandsome's lesson, i had to sing " if you're happy and you know it, clap ur hands!" to cheer xiaoxiantan up.. haha. in the end, eunice sang along with me instead. i cant believe i actually got the lyrics wrong! I didn't know it was sang that way until eunice told me... so embarrassing!

mrtong asked a random question " who has the gift of tongue?" hahha. and obviously nobody knew what was that other than me and fel. when nobody responded and wanting asked what is it, he actually said that it was a charismatic way to speak. i've been praying for the gift of tongue for quite a long time, but i guess i have to wait. cos i know God will give it to me when he thinks i'm prepared. oh ya, btw xiaoxiantan and eunice, it's not something scary la. it's jus a way of communication between people and God.

Thanks God for shujuan, cos she's really a good shepherd although i am her first sheep. She doesn't give me the pressure and I think I can really communicate well with her. I really thank God for her, and i can just tell her about everything although it is our very first meeting. Thanks God for ur understanding, knowing what suits me the best, and also for giving me such a nice shepherd to guide me in my christian life. for once, i feel belonged.

We discussed about sacrifice and obedience. Shujuan was telling me that obedience is more important than sacrifice. At first, i thought it didn't make sense. Then she told me that, God don't really need our sacrifice, cos sacrificing is about giving what we have. But God already has all the things and he does not really need us to sacrifice. What God really needs is our obedience, cos He cant force us on our mindsets, and by obeying his words, we will then be rewarded.

This made me ponder about some stuff. Some christians are getting too involved in church activites and may have no time for their studies. Is that what God really favours? Are we thinking differently from what God is thinking? Perhaps God wants us to spend time with him every single day sufficiently, but not too much.....??? I believe, WE can choose to glorify his name through our studies and be a living witness of God. From Saul and David's example, i learnt. obedience is more important than sacrifice.