I am really thankful to God for giving me such an understanding mum who believes in my faith despite being a non-christian. I think God really answered my prayers. I was on the bus when my maid called me and asked why i wasn't home yet, and that my parents were angry. At that point of time, I was really afraid that I would end up getting scolded by my mum the moment i reached home, and I prayed real hard. But my mum didn't question me and just said that my dad was angry. I guess it's because she was an ex-believer and she knows that i have my commitments. My dad wasn't exactly angry at me either, i think he's probably unhappy that I may officially change my religion one day.

I don't want my dad to think that I'm spending too much time on church stuff to the extent that i neglect my studies, that's why i'm determined to do my best and do well for A's, to prove that I can juggle well with my time despite my hectic schedule.

God, please give me the courage and and strength to stand for my faith.
I'm so afraid that I'll succumb and disappoint you one day.
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