Monday, February 11, 2008
We had election for vice capt today.
After consideration, i decided not to stand for election.
Firstly, I had drama to cope with. And then I prayed, and flipped the Daily Bread randomly. All that I read made me realised that perhaps God wanted me to spend more time with Him.
My eighteenth birthday is coming up. Despite my enthusiasm level in "publicizing" my birthday in school, I am not really looking forward to it. Too much anticipation often brings about disappointment. No matter how much effort one puts in, there will certainly be something that spoils the day. Perhaps I should learn how to " look on the bright side of life".
I think my parents wil not understand why I don't wanna have a big party at home. I can't afford the time-- to plan, to clean up, and to entertain. I have CHINGAY! which leaves me less than 5 days to plan.
I almost cried out when my mum suggested that I should have a small party at home instead of going out with my friends. I dun wan any parties at home, I have tests to learn!
I think I'm more or less convinced that i should spend my birthday dwelling in the presence of God.
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