I am sure that God really loves me alot!

I havee been saving up for zone camp for the past few weeks, and when I was abt to save up to 80 bucks, this horrendous news came--- I had to pay for class tee which was 23 bucks! I didn't ask for God to help me out financially or what, I just prayed that I will be able to manage my money properly and know what to prioritize. but God gave me a big surprise on Sunday, I receive my refund of 90 plus bucks for cancelling subscription of Times. This amount of money, together with my savings, is more than enough for me to pay for the camp and also subscribe to Broader Perspectives!

for those who dun actually know what happened to me on Saturday, I actually cried for one whole night, cos my dad forbade me to go for church activities (cell and service) twice per week. I guess it's difficult to explain why i was so upset over it. It's just a relationship with God that I want to treasure and I am so afraid of letting it go.

But despite this spiritual attack, I'm thankful that God gave me encouragements which somehow made my faith stronger. I'm happy to know that my mum isn't a backslider afterall, and I'll be praying for her to muster up the courage to stand for what she believes in again. She encouraged me while I was crying, and told me that she understood what I was going through, cos the words that my dad told me were the exact same words that my dad told my mum when he sort of force her our of her faith.

I also learnt from my brother that he's actually a regular church member, just that no one in my family knows it. Be it true or false, I'm thankful that he actually tried to persuade my dad to allow me to go twice per week. He would never do that in the past. So I believe that God has changed him somehow, and I'm glad that he actually understands my inclination towards serving God.

Thank you God for all these people especially: sabrina, shujuan, nigel, justina and felicia --- for encouraging me to stand for what i believe in.
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