Friday, March 7, 2008
Today is the last day of school! WOOHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
But it didn't really matter anyway, cos i've self-declared holiday yesterday! I was already playing games with Eunice online, and complaining how bored i was feeling.
Anyway, dodgeball competition is finally over! This means that I can finally stop running around and picking up balls, which is such a tiring job! 02/07 won ultimately, as expected, but i wonder if it was a dignified victory. I actually felt like hiding somewhere to cry when the whole thing ended. I felt rather intimidated by the players, whom were rather aggressive, during the game itself.
It was made worse during the debrief, and I dunno why. At some point of time, I actually felt that the debrief was more for pin pointing of mistakes and not for productive evaluation, which shouldn't be the way.
I'm praying that God will teach me how to control my emotions at times--- so that I don't get affected by what's happening around me and feel sad for others.
I met shepherd today. It was nice seeing her again after the terrible weekend I had last week. I missed talking to her, cos other than justina and perhaps fel, she's the one whom I can really talk to when it comes to faith. And we had some light-hearted talk which helped to soothe the pain in my heart. Seriously speaking, I never expected my dad to tell me that.
I thank God for justina, cos she taught me not to care abt how others felt abt me, cos ultimately, I am living for God and not for other people. My purpose in life is to please God, and not other people. Being controlled by the opinions of others is a guaranteed way to miss God's purposes for your life. Jesus said " No one can serve two masters" (Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren).
Mr Tong strucked me with a question today, and I was caught dumbfounded. It was a biblical question and I couldn't answer it! I felt rather bad cos I'm like still reading samuel2. Moreover, I'm concentrating on the Fall of Sodom now, which is so relevant to the society now. But I will still go and read up abt the story and make sure that I understand it. I really dun understand why Fel can rmb so clearly, she's got good memory!
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