dun feel like going to work, dun feel like going for open house, dun feel like registering for any course, dun feel like talking to my parents （你们不知道我有多痛苦）, dun feel like doing a uturn.

I wanna slack, rot and stone at home. 

I wanna cry, but all i could do is act as if it doesn't trouble me. 

I wanna hold no more hopes.

I need someone to talk to. 

I wanna talk to God.