I did cry a little, but well... it's time for me to do lots of unfulfilled stuff that i've been wanting to do since A's ended.
- K box!!
- Holidays!
- Shop for uni clothes!
Didn't want to extend my contract cos I want to enjoy a carefree lifestyle (jus for two months).我是一个渴望自由的人,但我从来没有享用过自由。我渴望像马一样奔驰宽阔的草原。I don't want to be disciplined and don't want to lead a routined lifestyle. I am jus gonna wake up anytime I like, go anywhere I want and do anything I like for this two months. Most importantly, I want to spend these two months building a closer relationship with God.
Thank you to all the people in RE for your guidance and 厚待。thank you to all the 大哥哥,大姐姐!I feel so privilleged and pampered to be part of you all. I always get free treat, free food, free drinks, free sweets and lots of care and concern ( bcos i'm the youngest!). Thank you for all the patience in teaching me even though i'm very 烦人at times. It has been a tough and challenging journey. And now, it's finally my time to go. I will miss all of you for sure!
Working RE for 6 months was stressful, but it definitely made me a stronger person, and also one who is much more reliant on God. Though I teared lots of times, the sense of satisfaction in getting jobs for people never ceased. I learnt and grew to be more firm and decisive. I learnt not to take setbacks too personally. There were so many ups and downs, with so many unpredictable changes that made the work even more tedious. It's time for a break. I'll go back there again when I'm fully prepared the next time.
I was totally slacking at my last day of work, and was 'turning a deaf ear' to all the orders. I gave out cards which I made and also read the cards that were given to me. I packed my stuff and threw all the unnecessary stuff away. I waited with the perm staff till 7.30pm and then we had dinner together with all the other perm staff from the other branches. It felt so weird cos I dunno them, and I was the only temp staff around. But having to meet them after a six months tele-convo was interesting. At least I knew how they looked like before I leave the job.
I went for two tuition try-outs today. The first one was okay, the second one was bad. But anw, I'm gonna start giving tuition so as to earn an extra income!
NTU vs NUS? Econs vs Real Estate? I really prayed hard for it. I can't really hear from God, but He seems to be speaking to me through different situations.
- I dreamt of NTU
- I told God, if you really want me to get into NTU, let it rain today(i'll listen to You even if it's just a few drops of rain)- AND IT RAINED BIG!
I'm not sure if it's just coincidence or what. I kept arguing to God that I wanted Real Estate in NUS and I don't like Econs! But... If that's what God really want for me, I am willing. Maybe God has His plans and purposes for me. If you are faithful in small little things, God will give the best to you.
I am waiting for SMU to send me a letter, whether it's a rejection or acceptance(impossible! I've not been called down for any interviews yet!) The reason why I wanna receive a letter is to prove to ________ that I really did apply! And stop saying that I purposely skipped out SMU in my application process, jus bcos I wanted to get into NUS/NTU! I know I did badly for my A's as compared to a AAAA/A grade, but HEY! I got into a local uni!!! I am just frustrated! AHHHH!