Before i start sharing, I'm actually getting quite worried about how to spend QT at home in the future, when I am not staying in hall anymore. In hall, I can pray in tongues for as loud as I want, but i won't be able to do that at home! I need wisdom from God... ahhh! God will find a way for me.

I should be studying now, cos my first paper is tomorrow. But i'm getting bored staring at those numbers.

Anyway, it actually feels great when you spend your QT faithfully every single day. You will get to understand God's heartbeat even better, knowing why He does things in a certain way, and also be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit, and your day feels better somehow.

It has been really amazing as God taught me more about spiritual warfare throughout this whole week. I guess after the encounter retreat, I've come to know my enemies even better, knowing the tactics and strategies they use.

One of the issues that I couldn't understand was why my mum fell into depression a few months after she got baptized a few years ago. And i kept asking God and doubting, why would He let my mum suffer if Jesus had come to heal us of all our sicknesses. Why issit that her life has taken a downturn after she got baptized? And so while i was spending my QT, God began to show me the sequence of events that had happened in my mum's life, and i realise that there's really strong bondages to be broken. It was a discernment that I would never have gotten if not for His grace.

Okay, i should go back to my books and study now. This verse in the scripture shall be my motivation.

I know that it doesn't really make sense to some people. But it serves as a reminder for me to prepare myself well for the examinations, and not slackened in my revision.