okay. i'm really worried about jobs. I need to get a job as soon as possible, if not i'll have nothing left to spend on after paying for camp fees, and seeing the money in my account dwindling is getting a little worrying. jobs, please come to me sooooonn.

the things i have to do tomorrow!

1. go to RE to find jobs
2. unpack my stuff
3. file my notes
4. try to do Oreo Cheese cake
   

After exams, but i'm really quite busy. Exams ended today, though it didn't end really well. But IT IS OVER!!!! yea. so happy that it's finally over, I have been waiting for this day for a long time, and now I've 4 months break. I am not gonna spend my time sitting, stoning and staring. so jobs, please come to me soon.

Exams are over, which also means that I've officially moved out of hall. I actually cried the day before I moved out. My hostel room was a place that i can spend time with God any time, it was a place where i can pray and sing His praises out loud, worshiping Him in any manner i want. that was the place where I had my most intimate encounter with God, the place where He showed me dreams and vision, the place where I could feel Jesus love for me so tangibly to the extent that I worshiped till i weeped, the place where I found peace and joy whenever I stepped in despite how bad my day was, the place where i walked out feeling victorious all the time after drawing strength from Jesus.

I cried because i am so afraid that I would slackened my ways when i am unable to find time and place to worship Him at home. I am so afraid that my relationship with Him will be strained by the distractions of this world. And my earnest prayer is, keep me faithful till the end Lord. I believe I can build an altar to worship Him at any place and at any time.

the first thing that i did right after exams was to go on a yacth trip with Shaun. I had sea sickness, probably because I did not eat anything for the whole day. the whole trip was 4 hours, pictures to be uploaded soon if there is. haha.. it was rather tiring for me cos i din sleep well the previous night, but i slept a while during the trip, which sort of energized me. anyways, made a couple of new friends, whom made me realise that the world outside my life is really different.

thought of the day: has our new generation of youths become gamblers?